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Posted by nakk on September 17, 2002 at 17:44:18:In Reply to: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: I've Come To A Conclusion. posted by heidi2 on September 17, 2002 at 17:02:07:
Heidi2,
it sounds like you have a positive outlook on life. I wish i did as well. It will take you very far and will make your day-to-day existence so much less aversive.
Perhaps because my insomnia is only one of the many problems i have (I also suffer from ocd, panic disorder, depression, terrible body dysmorphic disorder, a former eating disorder, andmany food sensitivies) it is difficult for me to see things in a positive way.
As well, aside from the unexpected turn of events in my social life alluded to in my previous post, my professional life is also a far cry from where i thought it would be at this point in my life.
I've got my masters in psyshology and was workding on my PhD when i finally had to drop out. Betwen the lack of sleep and the zombied out feeling i very frequently get from the meds i'm on, i just could not think or write as clearly as i once was able to. This is so hard far me, as my colleages have long since graduated and are making a fortune, while i'm out of work on disability. very hard to take.
thank goodnes for the meds i'm on, as i wouldn't even be able to see through my tears long enough to write messages on this board if i weren't. (tried going off of everything a few years ago--BIG mistake!).
I'm not a totall miserable person to be around, don't get me wrong, but my internal thoughts are filled with negativeity 24/7.
again, sorry to go on and on about my problems. I'm usually more of an observor than a participant on this board, but today for some reason am compelled to speak my mind.
i'd love to hear more of your thoughts and feelings if you want.
nakk
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