Posted by Bishop on March 16, 2009 at 17:55:33:

I have been suffering for 8 years of my life due to insomnia. Often I question the existence of God and why I need to suffer.

Forged through 8 years of pain, my views on God is the following.

Einstien said that god does not place dice to justify his inability to accept quantum mechanics. But my opinion is that god is in the probability and god ensures that the dice gets rolled often. As much as I am suffering and as often as I hit a wall when I try to get off meds, if I try often enough I will succeed.

Praying may not change the mean of the probability distribution, the expected outcome, but perhaps it changes the standard deviation.

Anyways, I just got off remeron last week. I tried to get off Remeron many times in the past, but each time was met with the inability to sleep more than a few hours without waking up and not being able to fall back to sleep. This time it is different, I am able to stay asleep till the morning without the Remeron, it is quite a miracle, I am not sure why it is different this time. If this time turns out to be a failure, I will try again another day.

I am still on restoril, I will take another stab at getting off it, if I fail again, I will not stop trying.

Guys keep trying, keep fighting.

Follow Ups:

• Re: God and Insomnia Selini 07:44 3/18/09 (0)
• Re: God and Insomnia Tom-N-Texas 19:50 3/16/09 (0)

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