Posted by insomniac6622 on November 12, 2009 at 09:06:34:

Hi all,

I just wanted to run this by. Insomnia has for me resulted in alot
of fear and confusion. I can relate to all the posts about suffering
physicaly, mentaly and yes spiritualy. No, I dont intend on bringing
up religion but I do know this. Whatever you do believe, whatever sustains
you during difficult times will be tested, severely tested. I have
been and continue to be.

Look, Ive been to sleep centers, prescribed enough drugs to open my own
pharmacy, shelled out 250$ bucks an hour for psychotherapy and I really
think this thing is going full circle. I think overall there has been
some improvement but it just may be the passage of tme and/or the natural
healing capacity of the body/mind that has eased the suffering.

Truthfully, I'm envious of people that can take meds and make this all go
away. Yet, as I read the majority of postings true healing seems to come
deeper, from letting go, learning to think differently, substituting fear
for love and understanding.

I would love to stick to the "science" of insomnia. It would be much easier
then the journey I seem to be taking. Questioning my faith, what brings me
hope and ultimately my path to healing once and for all. It will happen
because I ultimately BELIEVE it will happen in time. If any of you are on
this path I wish you the best along the way.

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• Re: Hope Jackson 17:47 11/12/09 (0)

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