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Re: i think i can relate?

Posted by Marie on November 05, 2000 at 13:18:26:

In Reply to: i think i can relate? posted by raccoon eyes on November 04, 2000 at 19:44:12:

Thank you raccoon eyes and Shir for your insightful responses. I am terrified of taking antidepressants. I don't even like taking tylenol or any man made drugs. What are some natural remedies for depression?

I am very depressed because I have been unemployed since mid July. I was let go because they wanted someone full time in my finance position instead of part time, because they were expanding their restaurant chain. I took the rest of the summer off. I thought I was highly employable especially in this economy -- but was I ever wrong! What a nightmare finding a part time job.

They say if you have someone to love, something to do, and something to look forward to, you can be happy. I love my children, but am not sure about my husband; I have nothing to do. We are going to Florida on Thursday and I don't even look forward to it because I am not contributing financially to this trip and haven't been involved in any of the planning.

Without a job, I ruined my credit and now I owe someone money I really need to come up with in a hurry. My husband came into some money, and refused to make a loan to me. He said he needed to put it away in case his job slows down over the winter. This was a severe blow to me. He doesn't believe in me; doesn't think I will find a job.

I've been spending full time in my pursuit of a job. I usually clean house on Saturdays, but the last three weekends we've been away. Anyway, the house was pretty dusty last Thursday and the dishes hadn't been done when my husband came home from work at noon unexpectedly. I admit the house needed cleaning and I was planning on giving it an overhaul on Saturday. My highest priority that morning was getting hired, and I had spent the morning taking two online courses that would give me an edge for my interview the next day. He was disgusted with the house and said, "did your house look like this when you came home from school??? How can you let your children come home to this???" Not only does he not believe in me, but I'm also an unfit mother!

Guess what! I didn't sleep at all well that night and botched the interview the next day. At one point I was in the middle of answering a question when I completely forgot the question!

I can't even discuss I how feel with him. I cry often. I've never felt like this before.

I am starting a temporary job tomorrow, and I think this will help me get out of this rut somewhat.

Thanks again for listening.

P.S. I hate housecleaning, but I love a clean house.

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