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Posted by Mike Weiler on September 28, 2000 at 09:54:36:Here is a little poem I wrote that attempts to express my feelings of day to day life with N.
Today as yesterday I rolled out of bed. Trying once again to clear my buzzing head. Today as yesterday my eyes are sore. I wish I could just go to sleep some more. Today as yesterday I know I must go. Knowing all the while my mind will sometime say woe. Today as yesterday I wonder to myself. Why could I have not been blessed with wealth. Today as yesterday I wish to stay home. Mindlessly I walk out the doors to roam. Today as yesterday I nod and fight. The sleep has crept already and blurred my sight. Today as yesterday I finally give in. Knowing I would have to before I begin. Today as in yesterday I know it will work out. Because in know there are many to take away my doubt. Today as yesterday my wife works for me. Doing some things I know I should be. Today as yesterday I wish it would end. Not my life I wish but my little friend. Today as yesterday he rears his ugly head. Taunting me teasing me to go to bed. Today as yesterday I fight the mob. Who say I am lazy and should not have my job. Today as yesterday I give my all. Just to seam like I have suffered a fall. Today as yesterday I have someone insist. That’s I am making it up or my problem does not even exist. Today as yesterday I rely on someone. Knowing full well that for them it’s no fun. Today as yesterday they seam to say it so easy. I try to keep up but my legs are getting queasy. Today as yesterday I see someone I want to be like. Again he tells me that’s not going to be you Mike. Today and forever I know I am saved. Thanking the one that rose from the grave.
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